Hullo

Why hello friends , I am still alive . I've just been super lazy lately and I need some *dramatic pause * 

INSPIRATION !

I'm also working on better post ( admit it , my post are awful ) , more humor , and more Me . For blog that's been around for four months , this blog needs more development. 

So yeah , this blog is officially ..... dun dun dun ... UNDER CONSTRUCTION! The Horror !

I'll still be posting , but if your scrolling and then you see a picture pop up out of nowhere ..........

THE LLAMAS WILL FEAST ON YOU !!

Nah , it means that I'm probably working on this mess I call a blog .

On a totally unrelated note , how was your breakfast ?

Anywho , I'm trying to get 20 followers by the end of summer . Yes , I know it's a lot and I will probably never reach it , but we all must have goals , right ?

I'll post more about all this craziness later , but BYES !

P.S I have to post this really really quick cuz it's 11:59 .....

Me - An AGPS in Honor of an amazing girl named Maddie

Maddie this is for you . It's nothing near what an amazing , beautiful , and intelligent girl like you deserves . I hope if you somehow find this and actually read it , you like it .

I'm stupid , dumb , unwanted , ugly - that's what they say.

I'll never be more than  garbage 

They don't see me cry behind the screen . They don't see the tears staining my clothes .

Am I all of these things ? Am I more ?

They're all wrong . I'm more . Much more .

I'll wipe the tears that once fell from my eyes .

I'll dry them until there are no more tears .

Wrong .

I'm better than this .

I won't let this get to me anymore .

I  am smart and pretty . I am awesome and strong . I don't need them to tell me who I am .

I am ME !!

Thank you all for reading and I hope you enjoyed it . Excuse the bad quality of these pictures ;) 

Everyone please leave Maddie a comment on her blog telling her how wonderful she is :)

Until the next post ,

- LuNa -

The Rest of My Rant

This rant is going to have to be quick , cause' I'm at 18 percent right now .

A blog is kind of like an online journal . Your blog belongs to you . You can do whatever you want to with . Because it's yours .

Yes , doll blogs attract children . So , yeah , they should try to keep their posts  appropriate for younger children. But if they want to curse on it , they can . If they want to talk about gay people , let them go ahead . If they want to talk about anything , they can . It's their blog , not yours . Just cause' they want to talk about bands or curse doesn't give you a right to say something mean . If you have a problem with that , than stop reading . 

That was short , but I guarantee you that there will be more .

- LuNa -

A Rant-y Post

Yes, I have a rant . Yes, a lot of doll bloggers are doing this  . And Yes , this has to do with Maddie's post on how she feels she being judged for who she is .

A lot of bloggers feel that they have to change themselves for their blogs . No , I never really felt that . The only thing was I was afraid to tell you some stuff because I didn't know how you would react . Now , I'm going to tell you . Because I don't want to hold things back and seem like the " perfect " blogger . I'm tired of keeping things back because I don't know what your going to think . This is MY blog . I'm here to be MYSELF. 

1. I have no problem with gay people .

2. My favorite Youtubers are Danisnotonfire , AmazingPhil , and Tyler Oakley . Yes , they curse . And have some inappropriate things . But I still love them .

3. I listen to Panic! At the disco , My Chemical Romance and Sleeping with Sirens .

This is just for now , coz it's like 11:00 clock right now . I'll probably have another five paragraphs or something tomorrow . To be honest , I'm not always like this but yeah .

I'm Sick :(

I'm sick :( I have a fever . I went outside intending to take a photoshoot , but then bugs decided to crawl all over Kaya . I have to brush her hair soon. I managed to get two ( bad ) photos of my new custom . I think we'll call him Tobias for now .

That's all for now !

- LuNa -

Wow.

Tomorrow is the last day of school . I'm scared . I'm going to miss all those amazing people . The ones the made me smile , laugh , and made me happy . Thanks to the ones who made me angry and frustrated . The annoying kids , the funny  ones , all of them . Because not matter how much say I don't , I love each and every one of them to pieces . I'm tearing up because I'm going to miss them all so much . I know I'll see most of them when school starts , but I can't stop thinking about the ones I won't  . Will they remember me ? Will they still care ? With every fiber of my being , I hope they don't forget me .The know- it - all bookworm who was a bit crazy but friends with everyone . The teacher who was supposed to be my teacher next year is leaving to become a fireman ( wish him luck )

Even though he gave piles of homework , he was one of my favorites . He could laugh with us and made jokes all the time . I just don't know what I'm going to to . Once again , I'm going to miss all of them . Each and every one of those 29 other children . All the teachers too . And everyone else in that school . And everything in that school . Everything . Every single person and thing in the school . All of it .

Wish me luck . I hope I don't break into tears when I get into the classroom .

Who is this Charming Prince ? My New Custom Boy Doll

Hello ! The reason I didn't post yesterday was because I was working on getting one of my old Disney Animators Dolls fixed up. These will given to a VERY long time ago . This doll was very " loved " . Scribbles , painted nails , knotted hair . I fixed it up a bit and it looks like this now .

I'm not very good at cleaning dolls up , as you can probably see . The hair is cut uneven , but that works out cause' he looks like a skater boy . I was originally just going to fix up and keep it a girl , but I decided Imshould make him a boy since I have only one other boy ( hearts for hearts custom ).

I pretty happy with how he turned out. I have three problems with him. 

1) Clothes . I don't know how I'm going to get him boyish clothes. I don't want to spend extra money , so I will have to make him clothes myself or try to get him to fit in to AG or BAB clothes.

2) Marks. He has some marks that no matter what I try , I can't get off. Any suggestions?

3) Names . I have no idea what to name him ! If you have any suggestions, please comment them below .

Hopefully I can take him outside for some better photos .

* I ONLY make custom dolls with old , very damaged dolls of mine . 

BYEE !!

- LuNa -